I sincerely hope that the plan works.

I'll appreciate the time to be with my gang of friends.

Cause I know,



I don't have much opportunities like this anymore.

So God,
please let it works.

Honeymoon? It's not practical

Okay finally i admit the truth.
Although we ald been friends since last year,


HE WILL STILL SURPRISING ME OF HIS THOUGHTS.

I think i started to admire of his personality, the way of his thinking.

Ya, Ke Qian is right.

We need mature friends, friends who have some 'depth'.

When a friendship is in the honeymoon, it's naturally to feel the strong bond within the friends, and the feel of love to ur friends is so strong, so obvious because you r in the happy mood being with them.




But, when you found out ur friendship is actually not that perfect, started to dislike of someone, and u still can remember of those feelings, the love, the bond or what she had done for u, never give up for the friendship, she accept of u, and willing to wait for u to accept of her too......


YES, you have found a true friendship.







As time goes on, to get a truly indeed friend seem harder and harder.

Wolala~

I'll surely find one friend  who treat me with his truly heart,
not because of the third person,
just because I m myself.
and I m his first place female best friend,
before he found his soulmate

WAHAHAHA.


不勉强 不勉强。

Childish

I rush in front of my computer to check for my previous post.

Okay i admit i'm quite childish after viewing those posts WAHAHAHA.

YinWhei I'm sorry they viewed my blog n knew ur operation of golden turtle.

AHAHAHAHA.



Conclusion of the day:

太好的看不上我，太差的我看不上，中等的永远都在寻找中。

Wheee~~~~

Happy Happy Khoo Lisa!!!!

Wolalalala~

BOOM SHAKALAKA.

This is the greatest news i have heard for these few days. =)

LOVE you. *muack muack*

斩！

快刀斩乱麻。

我斩！斩！斩！

关于大便

这是我从我妹那边抄过来的。
因为我笑了一整个早上。
哈哈哈哈。




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LOL , 我要讲关于我肚子痛的事
不懂是不是因为和好过后 太激动一直跳 
然后那个大便移位去别的地方
弄到我一笑就会像来那个的时候酱痛 [ 斯文一点的说法 :3 ]


然后我就跟紫千去厕所 
他妈的 没有那种FEEL啊 !
早上就痛到要死
大便就是这样 :
FEEL一来 , 你挡也挡不住 ;
FEEL一走 , 你抓也抓不回 .


然后在厕所 , 我看到不懂哪个缺德的大了一拓大屎没冲水 !
更糟糕的是他还没大进马桶里 胃死了 ==
真的很大坨 !
我跟紫千很合理的怀疑有牛跑进来大便 
hmmmmmmmmm ...


还不用紧 ,
那拓大便的形状超经典的 HAHAAHAHA

然后回到班我和紫千就跟不帅的立健和很高的圣煜讲那pek xi的事

LOL 圣煜就在那边一直笑

他问 :

做莫他可以大到酱卷上来的 ? 他是不是一边大 一边转 ?

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

尼玛 我笑到不能顶 .... -.-

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我想我以后会很想念康胜画的大便，

虽然他每次都很喜欢画在别人的生日卡上。

Today I went to sch for sukan tara vf my friends.
Know what?
I'll never regret about this.
Because boys who know how to sport are REALLY handsome.
Oh No!!!


Whenever i go crazy，I'll rush to yin whei n said:" 啊~~~~~~~,很帅很帅!!!
or shaking her arm desperately to show how excited I am.
Hahahahaha.
And then she's will either show me her poker face or laughing non-stop and say :" WALAOEH".


Anyway, he is my energy. =)

渲染快乐

恋爱中的人真是让我起鸡皮疙瘩。

不过我似乎也从他们的身上渲染到了快乐。

哈哈。

看似平静的两人，心里对对方的爱可是狂热的很哪！

我真心祝愿他们能够长久。

真是开心啊！

After today, I won't let myself to be angry of someone or something anymore.

U're mature enough to handle these, u know.
CALM.

Let's talk bout happy things now.

Having tuition vf a bunch of trusted friends is kind of happiness for me.
Boys are always the topic around us.
Most of the times, .When u see us laugh like those crazy aunties,
Yinwhei said she's going her operation of golden turtle.
Okay, i'll always support u. ( ...speechless of our craziness... )


Accidentally we found many charming boys who always be around us.
People who have confidence are always look attractive.
So glad that they look so well.

In fact....
The conclusion of the day:
人靠衣装，当然.......
没有会更好。

Friends? If I can

Feeling want to type something but i can't do it.

I'm so hurt.

It's a feeling like people stepped on me so hard and when I realize bout it.....

It's ald vry long after.

Suddenly I feel the pain.

So much.

I m totally lost my confident to hold onto the friendship.

A fight of angle n devil within my mind.

Until my headache appear so clearly to remind me I shud stop the fight.

I hv no idea how to stop it.

Acting u're an stranger is much more easier for me now.

I couldn't believe both of us will be in such situation.

I feel i'm played like a fool.

I hate it when the force of shockness pushing up from the internal of my heart is so powerful,

But I hv to use another greater force to pushing it back from the outside,
(Like Newton's Law I guess? huh.)

so that I look so perfectly as calm as water.

Satire.

I feel like I'm played like a fool.

Unconsciously i typed this so-long post.

with my shiver hands.

Tonight is my sleepless night.

I'm angry n disappointed.

God bless if I can act like nothing for the following 2 weeks.

IF.

Bless me.

U really touched my nerves.

I DISLIKE u.

Since hate is a really strong word.

O square

Abreaction

It's kinda funny if I said: " Sorry, don't be sad (as yue han said). 

If anything u can come to me. I'll always be here."

Since I am the cause of problem of the one.

Hmm.....

Sometimes our friendship makes me feel fed up, hopeless n helpless.

Well, I can't say it's all ur fault 

我就是没有办法看开、不能接受、不能习惯。

Forgive me.

I tried. I really tried.

Just......I can't make it.

But....anyway....

U're still my best friend.

My really best friend.

I will still find u if i needa talk.

Really. I promised.

Since both of us cant accept of each other,

So maybe I just....

Ignore it? 

( I don't mean to satirize, I really mean it)

Maybe it will be the way of how we communicate.

Like a pair of husband and wife who......divorce?

They still love each other, understand each other....

but they just cant live together.

So, maybe I should try this.

Treating everything serious will lead me to death.

I just cant bear ur seriousness.

I'm the type of live by feeling.

If I feel comfortable, yes, I'll definite take my steps.

Bur if it's opposite, I'm sorry.

I'll never want to try to approach it.

Either friends or things.

I feel suffer if someone's word distracting me.

And that's the feeling I always get when I'm with u.

I hate others ruin my day.

Sorry, I m just the kind of sensitive.

I'm tiring of facing the prob.

I need a vry vry big braveness to straight forward.

No matter I success to speak out, or not

 Exhausted.

That's what i felt.

Cos my brain will not stay calm during the conversation.

It will keep filtering.

To eliminate the hurting words,

figure out the way that not influence us the much.

And after the conversation,

I just cant stop thinking.

I will wonder if i hurt u,

keep thinking the words I said.

And I always regret of what I said,

regret of what I don't say,

regret of the conversation.

I don't hv the standpoint.

I don't know if i hv the rights to tell u.

Cos i know if i force u to change it,

you are not you anymore,

what i do is only making myself better,

not you.

U prefer ppl to be straight forward to u.

But, not everyone can be straight forward.

I will feel hard if i straight forward.

Cos not everyone can accept what I said.

Some of my point of thinking.

They just think I'm weird.... maybe?

U're my best friend.

U're tough.

Or I shud say....

U look tough.

Only the few can look into ur fragile inside.

I still want to share ur problem if u feel hard.

Haha, take it easy.

This is just my side to throw all my unhappiness.

So, tmr be the same.

acting ntg happen okay.

Cos that's my comfortable way,

standing there blur blur.

No approaching, no reversing, no running away.

At least I'm not running away.

Or maybe i shud try this.

haha. Laugh die me. Especially the one who change from angle to devil.

Talk

After having a talk vf an elder who i respect, I feel more comfortable.

The things who troubled me suddenly go off.

Finally my doubts get their reason to calm down and will be soon vanished.

Bye doubts.

Thx for pushing me to grow up.


Thx for the elder.

我可能不会爱你

在看了《我可能不会爱你》后，我就疯狂的爱上了李大仁。

因为这部剧呈现的爱情观超级符合我想象中的样子。

我并不是说幻想有一个像李大仁的朋友，

而是我欣赏李大仁这个人。

低调、沉稳、踏实，

默默的了解着程又青的一切，

以她最舒服最能够接受的方式在她的身边出现。

重点是他能够发自内心的接受程又青的一切，

无论好的坏的。

接受，而不是妥协。

然后，程又青说了一句我的心情写照。

她说：“人之所以不交新朋友，是因为懒得从头交待自己的一切。

对，我就是超级懒惰。

p.s 陈柏霖笑起来缅碘的样子很帅。

（理智是什么？）

我可能不会爱你

程又青：欸，你觉得李大仁怎么样？

李大仁：嗯，你看男人的眼光终于提升了。

程又青：你确定是提升，而不是。。。将就？

李大仁：我确定。而且我还确定你们的爱情，不会有高潮迭起，惊天动地的moment，但绝对是历久弥新。因为。。。在过去的15年，你们总有说不完的话，所以。。。下一个15年，下下个15年，下下下个15年。。。。


天啊我的看戏后遗症又来了。
 

Ignorance

Recently, few thoughts have appeared in my mind.


It bothering me for quite a long period of time, honestly.


Well, the ignorance of the friends who I care makes me kinda....hmmmm...... dissapointed?
or maybe hurts would explain.


I wonder why my enthusiasm towards a person is not that much as the past.


So, i think.


Think and think.


The possibility that comes out  in my mind is....


Maybe the subconsciousness of mine feel that the friend is not that care about me.
As I do to them.


And so, my possibility is proven, anyhow or somehow.


I wonder what i did whether what i did for my friends, would they appreciate?


Or I m only touched myself finally?


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Above is the negative thinking of mine.


First, why should u care about a friend who DON'T CARE about u???


WHY?


That's much more friends who care bout u. 
LOOK AT THEM. 
Sometimes u do ignore the friends who care about u too.


IGNORE ME?


Fine, then go away from my true friend list.


My kindness is only used for those who kind to me. Obviously, you're NOT!


Mayb some ppl think that, y shud we care so much? 
Just treat everyone good, either how they treat u.


Yes, you may. but not me. 


I don't do such kind of thing to make me look like a beggar.


But one thing that is really true, which is never fuss too much vf ur best friends.


Because one day you will realize that, what they did for u could be more than u expected.


Your friend has their life too. They won't focus on u 24-7.


People only go on their lives for themselves, not for anyone.


IF YOU ARE CONFIDENCE ENOUGH, FOR SURE YOU WILL ATTRACT EYEBALLS OF 
SOMEONE ELSE, NOT LOSING EYEBALLS.

Sometimes

有时侯，我会宁愿我并不是个敏感的人。

Confidence

Sometimes, confidence show a better person.


I m still learning.



Okay Okay. i admit i m in a mess.



I WANT MY CONFIDENCE BACK!!!!!

Tolerate

Tolerate.

我用了很长很长的时间，来定义这个字的底线应该设在哪里。

然后我发现，我还是无法真的体会它其中的用意。



Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday.

Video

听到我都起鸡皮疙瘩。

Giraffe

我们的心从来没有那么接近过。

=）


那份友情，还是那么紧紧的连系着。

不，应该说是它连得更紧了。

寂寞？！

昨天电台DJ讲了一句话，我觉得很有意思。

于是，我传了张字条给张苛倩：


寂寞的解药，就是要懂得拥抱寂寞。


结果，传回来时：



寂寞的解药，就是要懂得拥抱寂寞男人。








我无言。


张苛倩：再丑也要谈恋爱，谈到世界充满爱！

你躺著，我起来

4月下旬，中国江苏科技大学南徐学院一位学生发了一则微博，没几天，令数十万人感动。年逾70的章老师，教金属工艺，讲课精彩，深受学生欢迎，每年学期评教都获A，退休后返聘为教学专家组专家，按规定70岁不能再返聘，但学生太喜爱听他的课，他自感身体尚佳，原想教完这届就完全退休。他夫人近患轻微忧鬱症，24小时不能离开他。这学期，出於无奈的章老师，不得不把夫人带到课堂。有点痴呆的夫人，总是坐在最后一排，一脸幸福地听课，凝视著白髮苍苍的老伴。有时她会不自觉地要走向讲台，章老师对学生一脸歉意，觉得对不起学生，旋即安排夫人坐下，又继续授课。下课后，夫人微笑著帮章老师默默收拾教具。

网友们读了，纷纷留言：“因为他俩，所以相信爱情”，“很想去听听他的课，又怕打扰老人，只有祝福”，“这不仅是一堂专业知识课，更是一场人生教育课”，“如此爱情，让人感动，幸福原来很简单”……

爱情的甜蜜，並非花花绿绿，就这么简单。一家电视台举办活动：徵求最令女人感到幸福的一句话。应徵话语如雪片飞来，最终摘取桂冠的是这一句：“你躺著，我起来。”

这6个字的背后有一段人生故事。电视主持人说，一对男女婚后有了孩子。没老人照料，又没钱请褓母，女人育儿持家，男人在外奔波。孩子患黄疸，又得肺炎。为了孩子，男人更起早摸黑工作，女人產后没能好好休息。多一丝让孩子好好活著的希望，多一点给对方坚持的勇气，男人回家时总要在门外理理蓬乱的头髮，拍拍西装上的灰尘，挺直身板去按门铃；女人听到门铃声，总是赶紧扯一扯因抱孩子、做家务而皱巴巴的衣服，边摞零乱的刘海，边笑著迎向门口。一天，女人无意中从门的猫眼发现男人的这个秘密，忍不住掉泪了，赶紧抹去眼泪，依旧笑著为男人开门。夜里孩子哭闹，女人再累也不叫醒男人，自己悄然起身。男人发现了女人的秘密，变得更细心，夜里孩子一有动静，他立刻睁开眼，而后伸手轻轻压一压身边的女人，说：“你躺著，我起来。”孩子有病爱哭闹，每晚男人的这句话要讲多次。

主持人讲完。一个白髮苍苍的女人，牵著同样满头银丝的男人走上台。女人平静地指著老伴说：“故事里的男人就是他，女人就是我。结婚58年了，至今想起他说的这句话，我心里还是暖烘烘的。”听完老伴的话，老先生张开无牙的嘴，笑了。台下现场观眾却都哭了。

爱情就这么平白，幸福就这么简单。

时下，人们在追看3D版《泰坦尼克》。影片留给人们思考：生命是甚么？生命是一次美丽旅程，是每天要好好活著；爱情是甚么？爱情是生命中美丽邂逅，因为有了这份邂逅，生命美丽绽放。想像中，听了章老师一课；说一遍，“你躺著，我起来”，身边情爱和人生的烦恼，就会烟消云散。

作者：江迅‧《亚洲周刊》副总编辑

没有营养

由于读sejarah 读到 pek cek. 所以我就想了一些没有营养的东西，给我那个没有营养的朋友。

“What is the time do u thk i m the prettiest?"
and so she gave me the 3 answers.


"When i close my eyes?"
"Wrong. Go die."
"When you cover your face."
"Wrong! kns !@##$$%^&*"
"Then what is your ans? Okay. one more. When u didnt talk that time."
Omg i couldnt bear the answers anymore!!!
"Okay stop I'll tell u my ans. The ans is ANYTIME!"

我们果然是两个没有营养的朋友，做没有营养的事，讲着没有营养的对话。




最近你出现在我的帖子的频率有点高。哈哈。

Si fan cheong.

120517

“ 你要跟我去 starbucks 吗？”
“ 补习咧 ”
“ 酱算了咯。我自己去。”
“ 哈？一个人咩？你不会觉得很可怜咩？”
我用一种非常不屑的眼神看着她。
“ 因为我没有两个人过， 所以一个人是理所当然的。”

有时候，或许说很多时候，当我安静的时候，我还是比较喜欢独处。

一个人逛街，看电影，吃饭，看书，听音乐。

我就是喜欢那种两个人处在同一个空间里，安静的做着彼此的事情，享受着那种安稳的踏实感。

两个人的相处，不一定要像鼻涕一样，黏死。

在浪漫激情过了之后，能把平平淡淡过得幸福，才是长久的。

然后我的结论就是：

我好像有初老的症状。


我的脑袋就算是在放空时，也会一直打结，思考一些有的没有的事。
没有思考的时候我都在和我没有营养的朋友在讲一大堆没有营养的东西。
（对，云玮我就是在讲你。呵呵）

我就是没办法隐藏我的感受，讨厌就讨厌，喜欢就喜欢，直接反映在我的行为举止上。

但是，我的讨厌就是一阵子的，我喜欢就代表我真的喜欢。

所以，我很庆幸我前阵子做的一个决定，打开我的心扉接纳，然后发现事情并无绝对。
把包容增大，就会发现堵住你的心的，竟是那么的小。

接纳了之后，才发现之前令我讨厌的事情通通都变成了我每天笑到半死的事情。

快乐与不快乐，有时只是在一念之间。

永远都不要为自己的任何一段感情定下 “ 回不去了 ”，
因为你会发现回去的路很难走。
给自己时间，事情淡了浅了都会过去的。

好朋友，任何一个我都不想失去。

就算人在远方，不常联络，只要心系在一起，也就够了。

我还真是枯燥乏味啊。

Outing!

Oh no i m so excited to go sunway vf my besties, having our girls' talk!


AND look for the free idol (woohoo!)


3rd june! Here i come!

Okay....

I just really has to thanks a lot for my friends who love me so much.

Spending time to celebrate my b'day, in these gan jiong period when the exam is near.

The messages, sticky notes on my table n also the cake.

Well, especially lymane n yinwhei....

The cards they wrote to me make me feel so warm.

So sweet.

And they really spend their time to make it.

I can truely feel their intention thru the paper cards.

and of course.....

the reason why i m so care about this b'day, is because of this is the last birthday i spent it in my high school.

Maybe i keep reminding you about my b'day, the days that my b'day is almost reach, but i don't mean to remind u to buy a present or celebration or what.

I just wish to appreciate the days i spent.

I want it to stick in my memory, without regret.

And so....thanks for all the wishes. I m so happy.

Although it can be said the most-incident-happened birthday for me.

Haha...forget bout it.

And my sister, sorry lo.

I really want to cry when i found out it went wrong!

And mr chung yue han, he's really.....

ohmygod...how to say?

Thanks....and sorry. I have no other words to tell u how guilty m i.

Birthday,,,,,the day which is important for me, and important for those who think i m important for them.

For all the friends who love me. Thank you.

4-5-2012

The birthday that i have learnt a life lesson

4th May

12am....


Hope that everyone can feel the happiness from me.


Joy!


WAHAHAHAHA....




Smiley =) 



Birthday is important for me cos it's the reason i can relax myself....and do wateva i want.


It's not important to u?


Who cares?

For me it's important. Either urs, or mine.

BIRTHDAY ROCKS!!!!

话说。。。。


1。“恩宁，你很重诶。”
    我内伤。
   “我班最重的那个女生都没有你重。”
    我重内伤。



2。“你知道眉毛的重要性吗？”
   “看恩宁。”
 

    没有眉毛有错咩？



3。“你相信女大十八变吗？”
   “相信”
   “你小时候很美的咯”

   

为什么！！！

我看我应该要写一本毒人酸语录。

被酸者：陈恩宁。

  

Wolalala~

在我的16岁进入倒数计时的几天里，我想对周嘉盈及陈云玮说。。。。。




“我看不起16岁！！！！”

Taurus

This is posted by Cheng Duo Yan. 

I don't really want to admit it, but it is so true.

【給金牛座的1封信】

牛兒有大地的特質，承擔一切，喜歡保護弱小，擅長照顧別人。
簡直到了犧牲奉獻的地步。尤其對於情人的要求，會放在第一位。

甚至不等對方開口，都能察覺對方心意事先為對方准備好。
牛牛的心很軟，很敏感。會因為悲劇的情節或他人的不幸而流淚。

牛牛：特悶騷，特害羞，特膽小，沒安全感，佔有欲強，控制欲強，容易胡思亂想，多疑，極敏感，嫉妒心強，容易吃醋，忽冷忽熱，忽遠忽近，愛顧影自憐，雙重性格，嚴重精神分裂，特大號神經病。

牛牛的愛情，講究一步一個腳印，而不是敗絮其中的徒有外表。
牛牛一旦愛上了，就一頭扎進去。他們會從細節入口，一寸寸的呵護這份緣妙不可言的愛情。
金牛對待愛情的這股認真勁兒，即使沒有甜言蜜語，卻實實在在做著牽手到永遠的努力，牛牛給予的愛情你傷不起。

牛牛脾氣很倔，如果有天真的把他惹怒了，絕對敢和你同歸於盡。

讓牛牛消氣很容易，不管是金牛男還是金牛女，也不管對異性或者同性，只要你撒撒嬌說兩句軟話，包准牛牛不會再有脾氣。
但如果是欺騙他，那你要做好被傷心的準備吧!
牛牛的世界對欺騙者可是很無情的哦。

不善改變，他喜歡的就一直喜歡；他不喜歡的就永遠都不會喜歡。
金牛可以為朋友兩肋插刀，可以做任何事。
但他討厭被別人利用，所以如果你想與金牛交朋友就不要利用他。

如果他知道了，雖然嘴上不說但是心裡會開始慢慢討厭你。

牛牛生性渴望理解，卻不奢求理解安於孤獨。
他的優勢在於，對於別有用心的人能夠一眼看穿，並完全做到視若無睹。

也許當自鳴得意時牛牛想的正是不和這頭牲口一般見識！

看他就是這樣的心態清高地忍，讓憂鬱地承受卻酷得乾脆利落，只要不觸動他的底線一切都好。

一向以守財奴出名的金牛，面對自己重視的人卻可以非常的大方。

對牛牛而言，一些不必要的花費是可以省下來的。
但若遇到重要時刻，他可是花大錢絕不手軟，對情人更是大方。
對牛牛來說花多少錢在情人身上，是表現愛意的最好方式。
只要覺得有價值，牛牛是不會捨不得的。

不张扬、沉静的力量。

春心荡漾

我最近成立了春心荡漾三人组。

为什么？
因为我们---三个hiao po 不约而同，在不同的时段。。。。

发春梦。

我们很忠心耿耿，彼此的目标只有一个。

“有必要为了一棵树放弃整个森林吗？”

“错！他就是我的森林。”

“帅哥可以当饭吃咩？”

“错！我可以不用吃饭。”

不实际？

错错错。。。我们的目标都住在马来西亚，不住韩国。

而且是那种可以看到真人不用付钱，又不用跟一大堆人挤来挤去。

Wahahahaha~~~~

哦对了，忘了介绍我的团员。

她们是陈云玮和张苛倩。

我决定把我们的团发扬光大。

如有兴趣者，可找我或我的团员接洽接洽。

条件：

1。你要有春心荡漾的feel。 如：激动 兴奋 脸红 心跳 及小鹿乱乱撞。

2。你会随时睁大你的双眼，搜寻高品质帅男。我们不欢迎 lala 仔。

3。你有一颗青春洋溢的心。

周嘉盈、陈小奕和杨颖慧要加入我都不给，因为她们很冷静。不用紧，我们将会竭尽所能的令她们激动、兴奋、脸红、心跳 及小鹿乱乱撞。

青春趁现在。

完毕。

He's really charming for me.

A sense of sadness.

It's okay.

Just give a little time and i will wake up.

秦观 <<鹊桥仙>>

纤云弄巧，飞星传恨，银汉迢迢暗度。

金风玉露一相逢，便胜却人间无数。

柔情似水，佳期如梦，忍顾鹊桥归路。

两情若是久长时，又岂在朝朝暮暮？

李清照<<声声慢>>

寻寻觅觅，冷泠清清，

凄凄惨惨戚戚。

乍暖还寒时候，最难将息。

三杯两盏淡酒，怎敌他，晚来风急？

雁过也，最伤心，却是旧时相识。

满地黄花堆积，惟悴损，如今有谁堪摘？

守着窗儿，独自怎生得黑？

梧桐更兼细雨，到黄昏、点点滴滴。

这次第，怎一个愁字了得？

我不喜欢文言文，但这两首诗真的写得很好。

总该变

之前的我真的很奇怪。
明明就是一个谈话可以解决的事情，
偏偏要在那里忍、忍、忍，
然后现在也不知道自己在忍什么。
真是莫名其妙。
感谢上帝，
让我找回那些因为我自己而差点失去的友情。

遇到不喜欢的情绪，逃避它不用紧，重要的是过后要正视它，而不是压抑。
压抑只会让那一团火越滚越大。
然后什么事情都会让你看不顺眼。
不期望别人改变，但也不要让自己不变。
一直抱怨只是在让下一次的抱怨延续。

我觉得我的人生现在轻快多了。
哈哈。

今天看到周嘉盈的部落格帖子差点让我吓死，
Praise accepted.
谢谢你。
呵呵，爽到一下。
You're special for me too.

♥i just wanna say --> a true friend is the greatest of all blessings.♥

它是回忆

我很白，很明显。

！！！大饼脸！！！

 不用紧，不明显。

我想我以后看到这些照片会哭吧？

不是欲哭无泪的那种，

而是感动得哭。

只是好朋友？！

偶然看到了张恺嘉读的书，作者笔下的文字让我觉得好。。。到点。


『從朋友變情人有個好處是，因為兩個人已經熟到了某個程度，所以可以省略初交往時的尷尬期。』
「那如果從情人變朋友呢？」
『那會更珍貴。因為我們相愛過，我們失去過，所以我們會更了解對方，更懂得珍惜這份得來不易的友情』
「那如果從朋友變成情人，又從情人變成朋友呢？」
『那我會希望妳是個比我還幸福的朋友。』庭羽說，
『因為能當朋友是種珍貴，能夠相愛是種珍貴，在世界上幾百億的人當中，我們遇見彼此，我們變成朋友，然後我們心動，我們勇敢，我們相愛，就算最後又變回朋友，我會希望對方是比我還幸福的人，因為我們擁有過兩次珍貴的機會。』
「所以，如果我們還是失敗了，從情人又變回朋友，你會希望我過得比你幸福？」
『那當然。』凝望著我，庭羽又說：『不過，我會努力讓我們都幸福的。』




「幸福需要努力嗎？」
『不努力怎麼幸福？』

                                                                             ---  摘自橘子 《只是好朋友》---

作者簡介

橘子

以前我擔心自己不是別人喜歡的樣子
後來我努力讓自己是別人喜歡的樣子
現在我選擇做自己喜歡的樣子




其实，我还是愿意相信，有那么两个人，一个男，一个女，他们的交情，无关风花雪月，只为他们之间那简单又纯真的友谊。

你爱上的我 - 张智成

你爱上的我 - 张智成

说真的 不是我不潇洒

是爱你很多 无法装伟大


This sentence is meaningful.
and finally i understand why ze ying loves this song so much.
after listening to it again n again, it really touched me.

《钗头凤》

红酥手，黄縢酒，满城春色宫墙柳；东风恶，欢情薄，一怀愁绪，几年离索，错、错、错。
春如旧，人空瘦，泪痕红浥鲛绡透；桃花落，闲池阁，山盟虽在，锦书难托，莫、莫、莫。
世情薄，人情恶，雨送黄昏花易落；晓风干，泪痕残， 欲笺心事，独语斜阑， 难，难，难。
人成各，今非昨，病魂常似秋千索； 角声寒，夜阑珊， 怕人寻问，咽泪妆欢，瞒，瞒，瞒。

------《钗头凤》------

The vow

I vow
to fiercely love you in all your forms,
now and forever.
I promise to never forget that this is a once in a lifetime love.

I vow to love you,
and no matter what challenges might carry us apart,
we will always find a way back to each other.

Goes on

If you are not happy, no point going on.


Sometimes give up would make your life easier, as long as it takes benefit to you.

We will always learn from the mistakes....

and hurt.



No matter what happens,

It will pass by.

And one day,

when we looking back,

it just a bigger piece among of our memories.


This world is just being nice to me.

Appreciate.

Remains the same

最近发生的事情，实在让我们都感悟不少。

我只想告诉她（我相信是－我们都想告诉她），

无论发生什么事，

我都视你为我的好朋友，

永远的好朋友。

不管你是否还是一样，

我可以很肯定的告诉你，

我一样。

音渐不闻声渐消，多情总被无情恼。

人若无情，或许才能真正的远离烦恼。

最近古装戏看到有点多。





还有番外一篇，

Facebook 讲：

可以不要恶心吗？

Imma Waiting

Eu Gene is back today!!!!
Although i just met him 2 days ago,
while he was taking for his SPM results.
I m still excited to meet him!

OH NOOOO!
He's still that handsome!! (or even more handsome??)
Poh Shern n me miss him sooooo much!!!


Anyway, he gets 10A+ in his SPM!
What an awesome results!!!
I m so happy for him,
I REALLY DO.
What a smart senior.


Btw, Shern, Ken n me r longing for d outing vf the seniors.
They hv d car.
I don care, they hv to fetch me even though my house is too far for them.
Well, actually only yee syuan cnt rite?
He lives at setia alam while I at sentosa.
BUT!
人生最厉害就是这个BUT!
BUT Eu gene's n other seniors' not far wor..hihihihihihi
Seems like the outing is not 遥不可及。

Hihi....
Imma waiting~~~~~

步步惊心

最近我疯狂地迷上了步步惊心。

不好意思咯，我是四爷党的。

我在想要怎样才能显示出我对这部戏的热爱。

Jia Boh讲她会模仿偶像的穿着，比如 Miley Cyrus 啦，Michael Jackson 啦。。。。

Here comes the problem.

古装戏wor.....

难道我要穿古装???!!

三寸金莲??!!!

找阿哥？ （hmmm.....in the process）

算了，forget bout it.

第一最好不相见，

如此便可不相恋；

第二最好不相知，

如此便可不相思。

                              -----《步步惊心》-----

OFF

My 3-day librarian camp comes to the end, finally.

Nothing much feeling actually.

Well, ytd was xiao yi and ze ying's birthday.

But i was busying vf my camp and when i realized, it's the day after.

So i just wish them here

 "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"

Camp ends, tv ends, computer ends, shopping ends.

no blog, no facebook, no smartphone.

And so, my pia cek journey starts here.

''It's okay, i can do it.''

OFF.

GOODBYE.

Wish me luck for my april's exam.

我很想大哭一场。
可是我流不出泪。


我真的很难受。



还有，
给那位朋友：

你成长了。同时也谢谢你让我成长。我由衷地感谢。