Ignorance

Recently, few thoughts have appeared in my mind.


It bothering me for quite a long period of time, honestly.


Well, the ignorance of the friends who I care makes me kinda....hmmmm...... dissapointed?
or maybe hurts would explain.


I wonder why my enthusiasm towards a person is not that much as the past.


So, i think.


Think and think.


The possibility that comes out  in my mind is....


Maybe the subconsciousness of mine feel that the friend is not that care about me.
As I do to them.


And so, my possibility is proven, anyhow or somehow.


I wonder what i did whether what i did for my friends, would they appreciate?


Or I m only touched myself finally?


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Above is the negative thinking of mine.


First, why should u care about a friend who DON'T CARE about u???


WHY?


That's much more friends who care bout u. 
LOOK AT THEM. 
Sometimes u do ignore the friends who care about u too.


IGNORE ME?


Fine, then go away from my true friend list.


My kindness is only used for those who kind to me. Obviously, you're NOT!


Mayb some ppl think that, y shud we care so much? 
Just treat everyone good, either how they treat u.


Yes, you may. but not me. 


I don't do such kind of thing to make me look like a beggar.


But one thing that is really true, which is never fuss too much vf ur best friends.


Because one day you will realize that, what they did for u could be more than u expected.


Your friend has their life too. They won't focus on u 24-7.


People only go on their lives for themselves, not for anyone.


IF YOU ARE CONFIDENCE ENOUGH, FOR SURE YOU WILL ATTRACT EYEBALLS OF 
SOMEONE ELSE, NOT LOSING EYEBALLS.