Friday, December 23, 2011

To my dearest father


我想用我最纯真的心,向我最爱的爸爸,说一声:“谢谢你,爸。“
对我来说,你是个非常特别,非常重要的人。
在我的记忆里,小时候的你是个严父,对我们的管教很严。
印象最深的一次,我因为没做功课或是什么的吧,你拿着藤便问我,
”你以后要做医生还是路边拾垃圾的?“
”呜呜呜呜。。。。“
”我数到三,你跟我收声!“
”回答我!医生一个月可以赚1000块,路边拾垃圾的一个月只有100块,你要做哪里一个?“
”呜呜呜呜呜。。。拾垃圾的。。呜呜呜“
”什么?!你要做拾垃圾的啊?!!“
”不是不是,我要做医生。。呜呜呜呜“

事实上,那时候的我根本不懂100块跟1000块有什么差别。

可是,在我的记忆里,你对我来说更想是个年龄比较大的朋友。

我的爸爸跟别人的爸爸都不一样,因为他真的很好笑。
“我是大众情人咯,以前还有一个马来妹写情书给我,不要跟你的妈妈讲”

而且,
他从来不限制我们的志向。
“拾垃圾又怎样?现在还有人靠这个赚大钱咧。”

原来10年前的那句话是唬我的。“

总之,爸,谢谢你,



还有。。。





我爱你。






Saturday, December 3, 2011

About first love

九把刀:“其实我们会发现,谈恋爱的两个人,到最后只会有一个人负责保存记忆,就是有一个人拼命的守护我们所发生的每一件事情,只为了要提醒另外一个人我们曾经做过了什么事。”




开不了花结不了果的初恋好像似乎就是那么回事。

Sunday, November 20, 2011

If you know about this

I'm a fastidious person, for sure.
 (How can you prove it?) Well, just look at my friends. The best friends that all I made are all nice.
 (Why you say so?) They are clean and clear, aren't? Either from their looks, their friends nor their heart's content. Nobody is perfect. But at least they aren't wicked people, aren't?

Honestly, i don't like my friend that has complicated relationship status. Seriously, i hate it. I couldn't bear it happen on my friends. I will feel antipathy about it. As time goes long, i'm not sure whether i can face you as usual. I don't know.

Friends say that it's her matter, we shouldn't care too much. Relationship is always complicated, and we never know what's the next going on. It's true but i just don't know when i will burst about it. The matter is just touching my nerves.

For me, the more simpler a relationship, the more purer it is.

I should learn more deeply on how to be deaf and blind.

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Fight for it!

我非常需要一些感官上的刺激。

刺激我想要达成目标的决心。

我要成功。
我要成功。
我要成功。


我就是要做出来给自己看。



我就是要靠自己的力量,让别人发现我的不一样。


我就是。。。
想要改变一下。


Saturday, November 12, 2011

张苛倩!!!!!

七早八早起来,打开facebook,就发现张苛倩上载的一张照片。差点没晕倒。



难道你就不能让我在别人的心目中印象好一点吗?







此仇不报非君子。

Friday, November 11, 2011

Blue

从网上大概看了一些色彩性格学。
看到了其中两项。

蓝色性格的人:

1。不直接告诉你的喜好,总将心事掩藏让你来猜,猜中了你就是她的知己。
2。天性内敛,含蓄,细腻,总把事情处理得细致入微,井井有条让人佩服,而进入他们的内心却又那么困难。

我就想到了那个人。
第一件,我想我做到了。
第二件,曾经我以为我做到了。但后来我才发现,对,我是到了他的门前,但,我拿错钥匙了。换了几把,我累了,不想再试了,我的钥匙并不适合他的门。然后,我选择隔着窗口于他对话。虽然中间隔了道墙,但只少我不累。


我好像也是属于蓝色的。
但我有点排斥这两件。
其实只要你愿意了解,我是能够将心开启的人。
但是无可否认的,我好像就是个敏感的人。
可是我也很会忘记伤害到自己的话,所以算是打平了吧。
只要它不是像机关枪这样扫射着我。

For Ze Ying

Lee Ze Ying is going to graduate soon.
I can't tell you how much i miss her now.
1 more month she will be coming back.
Can't wait to see her, really.
I MISS YOU!


I miss the moment we celebrate chinese new year together.
She's always my lovely cousin. =)

约定

有一种约定真的无需记怀。
如果你在对方心中足够重要,无需苦等到一个月,或三年以后,再来相见;
如果对方心里已经没有你,切莫再编织美丽的幻觉,给自己套上约定的枷锁


From: 乐嘉博客

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Girls and boys

I'm admire of what the teacher told.
" Girls are always wants more than that. They don't see what you done for her. Just like, a boy always gives a girl small presents, but the girl isn't satisfy. She says that boy never said he loves her. But then when the boy tells her "i love you", she thinks boy does that just because she asked so, that is not sincere enough. You know why? Because girls are emotional, boys are practical."


But i hope that boy does not only give lip service. Although what a boy said is easier to touch a girl's heart, but the boy that speaks by actions, is more trusty. And that is the true boy that every girls need. Actions speak louder than words.

And after that, the teacher told us about a girl in our class. She asked her about  the relationship between the girl and the boy. She said that she salutes the way of the girl for being mature to handle this. The girl told the teacher that she is at her wit's end, very tired of all of these and so she decided to break up.

" If you found something really goes wrong, make a decision. Because if u r postponing the problems, as the time goes long, u will suffer when u really want to stop it. You will feel pain. So, dig the worms before it could screw deep inside your bones."

"Single is better. There are too much of options outside there."

Well, i hope i' m mature enough to handle my problems. Maybe one day, people will find out a far cry of me, a better me.

Tan Yin Whei, you idioms are a dime a dozen, all honey and no sting. Look at mine. Haha. My improvement is at a gallop, better watch out. Don't be a doubting Thomas, because it's true!



原来我不懂

在一切的视野都清晰以后,
原来就只有自己没有发现,

一切竟然很明显,
为什么我会没发现?


不应该这么早下定论,
我应该更早点发现了什么才对。





这是我第一次看到他的不自信。


Wednesday, November 9, 2011

放掉放掉




反正事情就是这样,
简单而复杂。

潇潇洒洒,
不留恋,不可惜,不后悔。


可能以后回头一看,
会发现这一切竟是那么的难得。



我不想承认我竟然会感到难过。


“你该诠释的不再是悲剧主角的残影,而是新的自己。”


忘记

对咯,就是应该看开一点嘛,
干嘛纠结于过去?

浪费精力,浪费时间,浪费脑细胞。

酱简单的道理,还要想酱久。

为了证明自己对而揭开好不容易沉淀的东西,有必要咩?


忘记更快啦。

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

狼来了,羊逃

其实我都知道,
只是选择性的沉默,
内心复杂,
开心是肯定的,
但或许难过的成分相对的更多。

我并不知道难过的源头,
那个我不想面对的源头。

伪装的好,很好。
就算被揭开,我还是想防守我的最后一道防线。

小时候,被那些文章洗脑,
分享快乐,一份变两份;
分享难过,一份边半份。
但,要是你的快乐正是别人的难过呢?

长大了,
适当的向人渲染快乐,是对的。
难过渲染了,你的心情不一定变好;被渲染的,也不一定能以他原有的心情继续度过生活。
他的一天可能会被你的话,从亮光变黑影。


既然如此,倒不如靠自己排解难过,
残渣挤了挤,时间到了就会自动从肛门排出。


狼来了, 说了三次就不会有人相信。
所以当不想让人知道狼来了是事实时,说三次,就不会有人相信。

尤其是你不想让人知道羊逃的事实时。



Monday, November 7, 2011

Look isn't anything

Never mind,
Although you don have a pretty look,
But at least your heart isn't too bad.

Think it deeply,
Maybe your look is an advantage for u instead of disadvantage.
Because the one who attracted isn't from your look,
Is your heart.

So what for u sad for your look?

Smurf Theme Song

原来.....
啦啦仔也有主题曲的,
就是。。。。
Smurf Theme Song
“♫♫La la la la la la, la la la la la,..........♫♫"

Taught by Chan Zhi Wan.

真心话

她接到喜欢七年的他的电话
他对她说:我们在一起吧。
尽管听到电话那头别人的窃窃笑声。
她还昰淡定地说:好啊。
然后她问:大冒险又输了吧?
他说:我选的是真心话 。

Sunday, November 6, 2011

致:“她”

发现了一样事情,让我觉得,有些愧疚感。
回想一下,我用心在别人身上的,潜意识上超出了对于她的。(只是有时候啦)
偏偏,“她” 才是那个我有困难,随时随地都能向她开口,而不用在乎她用什么眼光看我的人。我有烦恼,”她“ 会担心。我不回电,她便主动打给我。偶尔心里有想要打给她,而肢体与大脑作对的时候,电话声便会响起。啊,是“她”的电话。接着就是一大堆的抱怨,就算是对一个人的不爽讲得上气不接下气,都会慢慢转成轻松带笑的倾诉,到最后愉快的挂上电话。也许,在心里,我早就把她从超级好友,升华为家人了。

并不是所有人都向我一样,都能找到像“她”一样对待我的人。或许,以她的性格,与谁都能变成麻吉,但我却在那些“谁”之前,遇见了她。

其实上帝对我真好。

仔细想想,”她“好像并没有让我这么一个挑剔的人,特别不满的缺点。没有不爽,没有反感,没有讨厌。只因我们的思想相似,就算不一样,听听她的,好像也蛮有道理的,也就接受了。

你可以对每个人都用心,但,多用心在的人身上。因为这些用心,绝对值得。她可能并没有在特别日子时怎样怎样,但其实,她的用心,早就渗透在生活中的每个小事。

心里很有感触,是因为,我发现“别人”对别人更用心。我不该那样比较,但心里就是怪怪的。
没关系啊,干嘛把自己想得那么重要,是吧?想了想,人家又不是为你而活。

我们的友谊,从陌生,到无所不谈,到惺惺相惜。


杨颖慧,不用猜啦,那个“她”就是你咯。
不用回报,不然你也写一篇给我好了。 哈哈。




Saturday, November 5, 2011

片刻宁静


一个人在家的感觉真好,没有纷争,没有争吵,没有烦恼。
PEACE。
感觉真轻松。

Alone

"I will never be alone, because there will always be others, you are one of the others, and i am one of your 'others'.

By Lim Hong Cheong

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Findings

1. Mr. Alfred : "Add maths, 切菜啦。“

    我就是切到手。

2. 多彦:“你胖,是一阵子的事,你美,是一辈子的事。
    哇,我爽到咯。


   “我骗你,是刚刚的事”


3. For Mr. J

    Stage 1 :我知道你为什么没有女朋友了。
    Stage 2 :没有女生会喜欢你的。
    Stage 3 :你这辈子都不会有女朋友的。


4. The one who loves another more, hurts more.

5. 我和嘉盈非常离奇地对同一件事情的看法完全一致,连解决方法也一样想法,我吓到。

6. 下个星期一,我期待。

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Dream

I dreamed.
And i cried in the dream.
When i wake up, my eyes filled with tears.
I dreamed someone gonna leave me away.
He is gonna leave me away.
i cried, but i don't have choice.
You are leaving this world.
You seem worry about me.
I don't cry.
I cried whenever i turned my back to you.



The problem is...i don't know who is the 'you'.

A special girl

Just viewed someone's blog.
Erm, i love her blog.
Lots of photos, she n her friends.
She is CUTE,
and i like the bond btw she n her friends.
Maybe this explain why my besties like her so much. Haha.
She is actually a charming girl.
This sentence true from my heart.


Mr. Alex and Mr. C

Mr. Alex said that Mr.C is a good friend...
uuuuhhum.....
"He flirt isn't?"
"No, he is just friendly to those are his good friend. He doesn't flirt to anyone."
Menolog dalaman: Wao...Ur explanation impressed me. Ya right, he is really our good good friend. That's why he 'flirt' to us.
Throw away all my doubts, he is a good guy actually.

Wao Tan En Ning, u found someones strong point.

And Mr.Alex, i never thought u actually think much about a thing. I really never thought about this. After listening to you, i think i learned something. Thanks. You really impressed me with your mature thinking.

Mr. Alex is also a good guy actually.

AGAIN, not to start a relationship easily in your secondary school life. If you started, please appreciate.

Maybe if i faced relationship problems in the future, i will find Mr. Alex for a talk. So that i won't lost someone that is really good to me. Why the one is Mr. Alex? Because maybe he can analysis for me, and do the right decision, so that i won't give up someone easily. And, the most important is, i unbelievably can accept his critic towards me. That's what i found.

That day, i learned.

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Love U U

夏日乐悠悠
原本以为这只是一部靠着年轻男女偶像的知名度,剧情老套,有包装而没内涵的电影。
但,看了以后,心中的涟猗,荡漾了好久好久。

最感动人心的爱情,莫过于对方默默为你付出的一切。


从前有个渔夫,爱上了一个女孩,但女孩总是把心藏在海底,渔夫怎么样都捞不到,只好把自己变成一位厨师,他试着把女孩的心作成一道甜点。


看着你伤心,我陪着你伤心,
看着你笑,我陪着你笑。


乐悠悠最终还是捞到了夏米藏在海底的那一颗心。

-Love U U-

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

No no no...

1. Need not longing for a relationship now, u r just haven reach the level yet. In the right time, right place and you will find your right person.

2. Give yourself sometime to know how the person is. Make sure tat u know what's the real person is before giving your trust.

3. Look more others strong point, but not weaknesses.

4. Less complaint, More fulfill.

5. Curve your mouth upwards, even though you r in a bad mood.

6. Open minded to others fault, it's not so serious actually, take it easy.

7. Don't always quarrel with others, sometimes keep you stubborn suitably, tolerate.

8. Don't eat too much. How r u going to thin?? urghhh...

Monday, October 24, 2011

非诚勿扰

1。一个男人,看的不应该是他的头发,而是他的头脑,看的不应该是他的肚子,而是他的肚量。

2。男人就好像沙子,你越抓紧,就越容易流出。

3。 “美” 在于互补

Saturday, October 22, 2011

非诚勿扰

节目的摘录
1。“我很想抓住青春的尾巴,但我发现那是只壁虎,一抓,就断了。

2。男嘉宾:”我觉得我不比他差,所以他能够顺利带走一个女孩,我也能够。“
     黄菡:”照你这样说,谁越早结婚,谁就越牛,对吧?“
      男嘉宾:”我并不这样觉得,我觉得谁越幸福,谁就更牛。“

3。女嘉宾:“男嘉宾你接受比你年纪大的女生的上限是多少呢?”
      男嘉宾:“三岁。”
      女嘉宾:“我大你四岁。”
      黄菡:“三岁四岁有差吗?你说你的出生月份,说不定就三岁。”

4。很多经历,我们需要总结,但是千万不能错误的总结,有的时候错误总结出的结论,比不总结,还可怕。

5。女嘉宾对着口气很大的男嘉宾说:“有志气是好的,但是谦虚也是必要的啊,有多大的脚,就穿多大的鞋,鞋大了,走得也未必好。”

6。问着两个在节目现场斗Vitas 的Opera 2 的男女嘉宾
     孟非:“你觉得你好还是她好?”
     男嘉宾:“她好些。”
     孟非:“其实我觉得大家好才是好。”

7。和谐
    孟非:“和,左边是个水稻禾,右边是个口。谐,左边是个说话的言,右边    是个皆,都嘛。人人都有饭吃,人人都能说话,这就是一个和谐的社会。”

Thursday, October 20, 2011

我不瞭

今天看到报纸上一句我觉得很有意思,但却很不明白的一句话。
人生从我不跑升华,文明从我不跑诞生。
不明白,于是我找林宇恩。
然后他就跟我解释,他说。。。
讲什么了咧?

嗯。。。。

嗯。。。。。


嗯。。。。。



天啊我忘记了。

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

New findings

1.其实一个人在你不知情的情况下为你默默付出,才是最令你感动的。

2.其实事情也没你想象中的那么难接受,别人的决定轮不到你干涉。

3.不要把自己想得那么重要,你做每件事情大部分都是为了你自己。同样的,别人做事情大部分也没有必要想到你。

4.要抬高自己其实不用踩低别人,你只需要把自己抬得更高而已。

5.在别人认真的讲你笑不出的笑话,我每次都很敷衍,而他却笑的很好笑。
   为什么?
   ”要配合啊!“
   By Long Jie Ren

6.看到别人怎样怎样花钱,
   “多彦,你输了咧。”
   多彦:“他的事啦,钱又不是这样子花的。”
    点醒了我。

7. “那个谁谁谁是不是crush了?”
    “我不知道,不过他讲他对她错乱咯。”
    哈?!什么?!
    “他对谁嘛错乱。”
    “CEH!”

Friday, October 14, 2011

The letters for them

A Letter for Ying Hui
The most unforgettable between you n me: in the toilet and naked body. Haiyorrrr...even now i think about it i can laugh dao....I just have to thank god that giving me such a lovely,beautiful and caring best friend. Sometimes the way i talk to you is not polite and high nose, but you just never care bout it. There's too much of memorable things btw you and me. We don't sms, but chatting for hours thru phone. Talk about study, family, gossips, secrets or even our dreams. Whenever i have problems, you just be my tong sampah. And you support me whatever i do. Giving me courage, suggests the way to solve the problems. You can read my mind whenever i throw my eyesight to you. I really feel grateful because having you as my BEST FRIEND. You know i love you much right?

A Letter for Ke Qian
The most unforgettable between you n me is when you fetch me from school to your house, and fetch me to new jj to have an outing with jia ying. You always bring me tasty food! yummy yummy! I feel so comfortable when talking to you because you always forget about that after we end our conversation. haha. What i want to tell you is, jiayou in your ballet! I think ballet is the time for you to show your confidence and happiness. You enjoy the stage. Although lack of sleeping, although you have to rush all the times, you determined to attend to your ballet class. I just admire you about this. You won let ppl look thru your problems easily. You look independent but actually ppl's concern will make you happy the whole day. I very care bout you de lo. You know right? If not i won belanja you starbucks dy la. *paining*


A Letter for Jia Ying
The most unforgettable between you n me is when you talk to me about your family in form 3, in the early morning,while we waiting for bus to go for run. It's the first time you talk to me about your family. I think you are the one who I bu shuang the most among us. haha. Sometimes you are strict and may disrupt others feelings and make their day turns bad. There is different kind of people and different way of doing a thing. Maybe you can try to understand the reason why a people do so. BUT, you are the one who i trusted. I feel save to entrust my important things to you. Why? Because i know your strong points are much more than you weaknesses. And, here's what i want to tell you, but i will never open my mouth to tell it. "Thanks for tolerating with my small gas and troublesome,and detect my changes whenever I am in moody"

A Letter for Xiao Yi
The most unforgettable between you n me is when two of us chatting under the tree in form 3, about your father. I guess you r thinking "har? you meh? when wor?"  Haha. Nevermind i remember about it. You r a optimistic girl, jumping here and there, cheering without reasons. Undeniable, you are sweet and luck with the opposite sex. We same class since form 1, but less talk with each other. Our sincere friendship begin in form 2, which is the most unforgettable year in our secondary school life. Thank you for bringing me in to this gang. Well, we manja you. You are like a small sister for us. So once you think you are right, you never say sorry to others. Maybe you can try to think from others perspective, their situation, their thoughts and you will understand with them.

A Letter for Yin Whei
The most unforgettable between you n me is when the time i m desperately down mood, you text me "Izit any thing bothering you?". This makes me touched. Maybe you dont remember it anymore, but i really keep it in my heart. hehe. You are super good in socialise. Well, i will forget that you look at people's name tag while greeting them. Sometimes i can share my feelings with you without worries. and quite surprise that we are actually having the same feelings. Anyway, thx for joining this gang, making me as your friend and doing a lot of sia suii things together.


A Letter for Timothy
Well, the most unforgettable between you n me is our hthc.
You very care for your another one, and treat very good to her. But sometimes having your another one doesnt mean you need to sacrifice all in your life. Ya, for sure there will be some sacrifice, BUT, do sacrifice brilliantly. I just want you to know that we are your friends, and we are not just for displaying. That is what true friends for. Just be the real you. Making yellow jokes, talking something funny to others. It's been a long   you lost your spirit. I just cant find the Timothy that i recognise anymore.
CHEER! 

A Letter for Zi Jie
The most unforgettable between you n me is when we walk and chat together going to ks' house. Well, according my understanding towards you, I think u are a nice temper guy and tolerate to ur friends. You pattern = always in sleeping mood. Look dont care dont care like this. But actually, you are not exactly the same as what others look from you appearance. And of course due to your good-looking, I decide to make u as one of my idol. Proud lea~

A Letter for Kang Sheng
The most unforgettable between you n me is the conversation btw u, jiaying n me.  It's kinda make me realize that what is the situation you are facing. After making friend with you, i find out tat you r a gentle  guy. A guy who clever at making cold jokes but able to make us laugh for d whole day. Then slowly, i find out that you very good at caring of others, you can always look for those sitting at the corner, make them from moody to happy, haha. BUT, after then, i find out that you are actually good at talking yellow jokes! oh my god! The good impression towards you just drop from heaven to the hell. Anyway, i hope that you and your another one can last forever. There's still many difficulty in front of you. Try to find the balance and you will gain something valuable from it. I will always lend my hand for both of you. =D

A Letter for Yu En
The most unforgettable between you n me is when form 2, you come early to sch, I come early to sch and so we met and our friendship built there. Whenever i have problems that I couldnt tell my friends, I will spilt it to you. I felt so comfortable after talking. haha. What i want to tell you is you choose the right girl. She is almost perfect. However, looking the angry you is my fear. Luckily it does not happen frequently.

真的!

一个人用怎样的心情看事情,真的差很大。
消极的角度,总觉得这个世界欠你太多,朋友们一点都不注重你,有事情都不告诉你。自己憋着,越憋越气,结果就憋坏了。道理就跟便秘一样,大便留久了,肠子会坏。
积极的角度,其实这个世界对你不错,朋友和你的感情好像变得更好了,只是你的心之前对她们的好视而不见。