I was a lil trauma today.
Just at the noon, i was walking to the college to ride bus.
I bring my stuffs on, laptop, clothes because i want to go back klang.
The place i stay is in front of my college, about 5 mins walking distance.
It is located about the middle of the road.
And when I walked to almost the end of the road,  I heard someone screaming horrified.
Then i turn to the back.
Oh gosh there were two men, one on motorcycle and another one taking stick chasing that guy.
I quickly run, because if the motorcyclist drive downwards, the next one would be me.
I was super shocked.
Super lucky, I was blessed, really.
The scream of the guy is still in my mind.
That guy is lucky too, cos he ran away from the robbers.
Sigh.

All I wish is just peace in Malaysia.

Monday
When i step into my first class, econs class.....
Damn i totally forgot i have test today.
I don't know what will the results be like.
This is the subject that i have confidence the most!
Urghhhhhhh.
Just work hard for the exam.
I feel so sad.
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Yesterday finally meeting up with the librarians.
But I still cant meet up with ying hui.
It's been so long i have not met her.
So, we discuss about the melacca trip.
I really hope that we can make it.
We're so near to it!!!!!!

Wee Beng got us some souveniers from Bangkok.
A very cute key chain bag!
Feel really really touched as he always put us in his heart.
Never failed to bring us souvenir.
Thanks Beng!

I'll use it to put my sanitary pad!
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Tan Yin Whei suddenly IM me saying that she miss me.
Then my heart cries a little bit.
Hope we can go for outing soon.

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The most grateful thing ever, Cheng Duo Yan and me talked back.
He took the first step and said sorry.
I was wtf i should be the one who say sorry.
And then yea, talked a lot.
He asked me "How about the china guy?"
AGAIN....
I rmb i just told someone " I have a china from america in my class"
I don't know why the story will become "I chase the china guy???!!!!"
I laugh no cry no.
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I admit i have a love-hate relationship with my new friend.
I like she often drives me for lunch.
She's a good friend, treat me very well and caring.
Just some of her attitudes and habits.
I feel hardly to adapt with them



I need to learn of accepting people's weaknesses.
And I can do it.

10 facts about me

I hope everyone can know me more. Just a sudden thought of mine. I have no ideaaaaaaa.
Here they are:

10 facts about me:

1) I love food. 

Especially homemade. Eventhough it don't taste good, i will still finish it, until I lick the plate, or my finger. Simply because your effort shows that you love me.
Sad case, i never have it before. But i believe one day i'll have it. From someone who loves me. 

2) I don't like guy who carries negative energy. 

Always emo type. I really don't like it. Right i m an emo type, but that's previous me, not now.
Learn to be happy is seriously important.
How you feel or how you think is the only way to make yourself happy.
Maybe you would say, she/he or any incident happened is the reason of my happiness today.
But for the longer way, yourself is the key of happiness.
You can choose to be happy or emo for the same thing, depending how you think.
No one can affect you.
That's the only key to make you happy. For your entire life. 

Life...there are always many circumstances which cant get over.
But remember, nothing stay the same forever.
They will gonna change.
At least...don't spread the negative energy. Bring smiles w you.
Smile may look fragile in front of any difficulty.
But believe me, it helps. =) 

3) I have a morbid fear of getting dirty mysophobia

If shitting can comes with bathing. that's perfect.
For my own experience, during my graduation trip, the place is tooooo dirty. My nightmare.
I cant sleep and i phoned my dad at the late night, 2am, cried on the phone.

There's too scary.

4) I am always surrounded by loves.

I have a lovely family and a bunch of sincere friends.
I love them.
And I believe they do love me too.

5) I don't really like to have cake on my birthday celebration

I do like to eat cake.
But i just don't like to have cake on my birthday celebration.
Add up costs, and can't finish it always.
Such a waste.

6) I am not a crazy type.

Sometimes, maybe. But from the bone, i don't think so?
However, I always longing to do some crazy stuffs like bungee jump.
I will do it one day.
I swear.

7) I like to hang out anywhere.

If i have time and car, I will.
But it will be great if i have a ngam key partner.

So....are you willing to hang around with me?

8) I am a boring type
Like duaki and yu en.
Although i like to say them lifeless.
In fact, i m one of them.

9) I can say "I love you" to my best boy friends. I mean FRIENDS.
I just feel that love should be showed.
And I hope my future boyfriend can understand me about this.
Because i can be very very honest to tell you:
I don't have any love more than I shouldn't be towards them.
I can bravely tell everyone, not that kind of love.
It's more about my appreciation on having them.
When you have not appeared in my life yet.

10) I am easily insulted.
I just don't really like the feeling not being respected.
Why some people just don't like to be polite and friendly to others?
WHY?
I seriously serious hate ppl who like to act like they are experts.
Such as don't like to answer my question properly.
They like to end their questions with a question mark.
For eg : My question :"Eh when is our presentation ah?"
Answer that irritate me:
"Next week lah. Tutor said just now you didn't listen mea? You day dreaming ah?"
Come on I just want to reconfirm okay.

I really hate this.
I don't even give a fuck.
Sorry i might be a little bit rude but this is what i have to face now everyday.
Because of my new friends.
I know she bear me no malice.
BUT I REALLY HATE THE WAY SHE TALKED.
What I don't like the most.
Sorry to say but she has very low EQ.
Maybe one day i'll just straightly say in front her.
I won't gossiping behind of her.
She said she is a straight-forward person.
So I'll just straight-forward tell her :" You are very low EQ"
You know what?
She banged her things on her chair for quite a few times before.
SHE BANG.
JUST BESIDE ME.
I mean, like very mad, but actually she doesn't and she just want to act mad?!
FOR NO REASON?!
Can you think about the persons around you or not?
If people bang things beside you, you like or not?
HELLO I AM JUST SITTING BESIDE YOU
You lack of attention is it.
I feel like give her a stare. A contempt stare.
I really HATE that kind of bang sound.
I BEH TAHAN AH.

看了《超级演说家》，觉得乐嘉待人特真诚。
虽然很有智慧，但就是少了一份自信、霸气，压不住场。
相比之下，林志颖字里行间官腔，而他的选手就跟他一样，自负、骄傲。
在我认为并不是个很有内涵的人，可是他就是赢了。

做人，还是得压得住场子啊。

但是，又怎样呢？
在选择朋友或爱人的道路上，你是愿意选一个看起来完美的人，但是你感受不到他的真诚的人呢，
还是有缺点，但有着一颗真诚的心待你的人呢？

Yeo Ying Hui is taking her AS paper today. I know she was kinda stressed out because of this.

Finger-crossed for her, hoping she can passed them with flying colours.

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Ytd was Louis and Lim Yu En's birthday!!!

Duaki and I were planning to give them a surprise.

Yea....epic-failed surprise was given.

Long story. Skip that. You will never want to know and i was lazy to tell.

It's just simply caused by geographic and timing matters.

Yu En is kind of sien people.

LIFELESS friend.

So....i think he won't care.

Totally won't. 

He said one of his classmate made a cake for him...

A girl made it.

WAO WAO WAO...

I looked at him, with a dubious smile.

He looked back at me, with a middle-finger smile.

When cutting the cake, I said : "Happy Birthday Yu En, you can watch adult movies starting from now on"

He replied :" I am already watching them."

oooooookayyyyyyyyy.

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I have a course called Public Speaking.

The lecturer was...... kinda open my eyes.

He want us to speak more in the lecture hall, sharing the opinions.

" Come on students, tell me what are the causes of increasing pregnancy in TARC? Come on come on, you! tell me!"

"They are too desperate"

"Oh they are desperate. I see. You, any other causes?"

"They are dry."

"What? They are dry? Ohhh so they want to make it wet lah. Oh I see."

WTF?????

HAHAHAHAHA. A funny lecture.

And otw back to klang.

We were discussing about 儿化韵。

Lim Yu En and Nie Naik started to give some examples.

"妈妈儿" 

" 女儿" 

"小孩儿"

Lim Yu En :"FUCKER"

HAHAHAHA.

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Saw a tweet says that

“最让我感动的三句话 ： 我给你带好吃的， 我请你吃好吃的，我带你去吃好吃的！”

Yea right. 

If someone do that on me, i think i'll be really really happy.

A sudden missing of ladies and my librarian gang. 

Especially of my librarian gang.

October. Time flies.

Mixed feelings. 

I can't describe them.

Keep reminding myself, appreciate and hold tight of the loves.

Family love, Friends love.

Don't fuss too much.

Many times i would recall the moments of the past.

And then realize they were just memories.

We don't really have much chances to create memories now.

Not much.

I miss them.

Sem 2

Started my new sem this week.
Me and my dearly housemates gather in da house again!
Begin our silly convo again...lol
Ping Jing was a lil nervous about the impromptu speaking which will happen soon, and so she asked Jing Peng to give her some suggestions.....

You know it will never helps...on this kind of serious topic.

Firstly, Jing Peng throws his idea
"Maybe you can talk about the favourite animals?"
and after that started many ideas from everywhere
"Dog?"
"Cat?"
"Cheetah?"
"Tiger show!" (Daniel's dirty mind started functioning)
"草泥马”
As i was thinking " Wahhhh, why Hannee is so knowledgeable? She even know the specific names of the horse?!"
And immediately another voice cuts in...
“还有草枝摆”

i was scammed.

Then, Daniel said : " Maybe u can start with an interesting story to grab the people's attention."
Ping Jing : "Such as?"
Daniel : " Something like... If a person point a knife towards you, you can choose to respond with either a gun or an apple. "
WAO?!  He can tell something that deals with life?! I was impressed!
Ping Jing thinks about these quite a few seconds....
"That means... everyone have option to choose whether to remain good or bad to those who hurt them?"
Daniel : " No, depends who it is. Take an apple if he was a doctor."

I was scammed...again.

Yesterday was Daniel's birthday.
We bought a cake for him, with the help of Louis.
It's the first birthday cake in da house!

A new housemate moves in last sem. I don't really like her. Because she took too many friends to the house in the late night. 
There is always a gang of friends in front of my house, so noisy.
She even took a guy to overnight in the house. 
They were in her room, 8pm, with the lights off.
Lights off when you are not even sleep yet?

I told Daniel and Hannee about this.
Hannee :" Maybe they just like to be together with the lights off lea. Maybe they don't do anything lea. Romantic mah.
Me :"Maybe lah. Cos i din hear any suspicious 'sound' also lah"
Daniel :" I think i heard it"
Me :"What sound"
Daniel :" I mean....aiya you know what i mean lah"
Me (act innocent again) :" What? 
Daniel :"........ suan liao I don't want say liao"
Me :"But she's ald 20, can liao lah can liao lah aiya"
Hannee: "Malaysia's law says that you can have it when you are 18"
Me: "Daniel you today can liao can liao!"
HAHA.





New sem is getting a lil harder. 
Fight for my future!
Jiayou ah TAN EN NING!