Sunday, November 20, 2011

If you know about this

I'm a fastidious person, for sure.
 (How can you prove it?) Well, just look at my friends. The best friends that all I made are all nice.
 (Why you say so?) They are clean and clear, aren't? Either from their looks, their friends nor their heart's content. Nobody is perfect. But at least they aren't wicked people, aren't?

Honestly, i don't like my friend that has complicated relationship status. Seriously, i hate it. I couldn't bear it happen on my friends. I will feel antipathy about it. As time goes long, i'm not sure whether i can face you as usual. I don't know.

Friends say that it's her matter, we shouldn't care too much. Relationship is always complicated, and we never know what's the next going on. It's true but i just don't know when i will burst about it. The matter is just touching my nerves.

For me, the more simpler a relationship, the more purer it is.

I should learn more deeply on how to be deaf and blind.

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Fight for it!

我非常需要一些感官上的刺激。

刺激我想要达成目标的决心。

我要成功。
我要成功。
我要成功。


我就是要做出来给自己看。



我就是要靠自己的力量,让别人发现我的不一样。


我就是。。。
想要改变一下。


Saturday, November 12, 2011

张苛倩!!!!!

七早八早起来,打开facebook,就发现张苛倩上载的一张照片。差点没晕倒。



难道你就不能让我在别人的心目中印象好一点吗?







此仇不报非君子。

Friday, November 11, 2011

Blue

从网上大概看了一些色彩性格学。
看到了其中两项。

蓝色性格的人:

1。不直接告诉你的喜好,总将心事掩藏让你来猜,猜中了你就是她的知己。
2。天性内敛,含蓄,细腻,总把事情处理得细致入微,井井有条让人佩服,而进入他们的内心却又那么困难。

我就想到了那个人。
第一件,我想我做到了。
第二件,曾经我以为我做到了。但后来我才发现,对,我是到了他的门前,但,我拿错钥匙了。换了几把,我累了,不想再试了,我的钥匙并不适合他的门。然后,我选择隔着窗口于他对话。虽然中间隔了道墙,但只少我不累。


我好像也是属于蓝色的。
但我有点排斥这两件。
其实只要你愿意了解,我是能够将心开启的人。
但是无可否认的,我好像就是个敏感的人。
可是我也很会忘记伤害到自己的话,所以算是打平了吧。
只要它不是像机关枪这样扫射着我。

For Ze Ying

Lee Ze Ying is going to graduate soon.
I can't tell you how much i miss her now.
1 more month she will be coming back.
Can't wait to see her, really.
I MISS YOU!


I miss the moment we celebrate chinese new year together.
She's always my lovely cousin. =)

约定

有一种约定真的无需记怀。
如果你在对方心中足够重要,无需苦等到一个月,或三年以后,再来相见;
如果对方心里已经没有你,切莫再编织美丽的幻觉,给自己套上约定的枷锁


From: 乐嘉博客

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Girls and boys

I'm admire of what the teacher told.
" Girls are always wants more than that. They don't see what you done for her. Just like, a boy always gives a girl small presents, but the girl isn't satisfy. She says that boy never said he loves her. But then when the boy tells her "i love you", she thinks boy does that just because she asked so, that is not sincere enough. You know why? Because girls are emotional, boys are practical."


But i hope that boy does not only give lip service. Although what a boy said is easier to touch a girl's heart, but the boy that speaks by actions, is more trusty. And that is the true boy that every girls need. Actions speak louder than words.

And after that, the teacher told us about a girl in our class. She asked her about  the relationship between the girl and the boy. She said that she salutes the way of the girl for being mature to handle this. The girl told the teacher that she is at her wit's end, very tired of all of these and so she decided to break up.

" If you found something really goes wrong, make a decision. Because if u r postponing the problems, as the time goes long, u will suffer when u really want to stop it. You will feel pain. So, dig the worms before it could screw deep inside your bones."

"Single is better. There are too much of options outside there."

Well, i hope i' m mature enough to handle my problems. Maybe one day, people will find out a far cry of me, a better me.

Tan Yin Whei, you idioms are a dime a dozen, all honey and no sting. Look at mine. Haha. My improvement is at a gallop, better watch out. Don't be a doubting Thomas, because it's true!



原来我不懂

在一切的视野都清晰以后,
原来就只有自己没有发现,

一切竟然很明显,
为什么我会没发现?


不应该这么早下定论,
我应该更早点发现了什么才对。





这是我第一次看到他的不自信。


Wednesday, November 9, 2011

放掉放掉




反正事情就是这样,
简单而复杂。

潇潇洒洒,
不留恋,不可惜,不后悔。


可能以后回头一看,
会发现这一切竟是那么的难得。



我不想承认我竟然会感到难过。


“你该诠释的不再是悲剧主角的残影,而是新的自己。”


忘记

对咯,就是应该看开一点嘛,
干嘛纠结于过去?

浪费精力,浪费时间,浪费脑细胞。

酱简单的道理,还要想酱久。

为了证明自己对而揭开好不容易沉淀的东西,有必要咩?


忘记更快啦。

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

狼来了,羊逃

其实我都知道,
只是选择性的沉默,
内心复杂,
开心是肯定的,
但或许难过的成分相对的更多。

我并不知道难过的源头,
那个我不想面对的源头。

伪装的好,很好。
就算被揭开,我还是想防守我的最后一道防线。

小时候,被那些文章洗脑,
分享快乐,一份变两份;
分享难过,一份边半份。
但,要是你的快乐正是别人的难过呢?

长大了,
适当的向人渲染快乐,是对的。
难过渲染了,你的心情不一定变好;被渲染的,也不一定能以他原有的心情继续度过生活。
他的一天可能会被你的话,从亮光变黑影。


既然如此,倒不如靠自己排解难过,
残渣挤了挤,时间到了就会自动从肛门排出。


狼来了, 说了三次就不会有人相信。
所以当不想让人知道狼来了是事实时,说三次,就不会有人相信。

尤其是你不想让人知道羊逃的事实时。



Monday, November 7, 2011

Look isn't anything

Never mind,
Although you don have a pretty look,
But at least your heart isn't too bad.

Think it deeply,
Maybe your look is an advantage for u instead of disadvantage.
Because the one who attracted isn't from your look,
Is your heart.

So what for u sad for your look?

Smurf Theme Song

原来.....
啦啦仔也有主题曲的,
就是。。。。
Smurf Theme Song
“♫♫La la la la la la, la la la la la,..........♫♫"

Taught by Chan Zhi Wan.

真心话

她接到喜欢七年的他的电话
他对她说:我们在一起吧。
尽管听到电话那头别人的窃窃笑声。
她还昰淡定地说:好啊。
然后她问:大冒险又输了吧?
他说:我选的是真心话 。

Sunday, November 6, 2011

致:“她”

发现了一样事情,让我觉得,有些愧疚感。
回想一下,我用心在别人身上的,潜意识上超出了对于她的。(只是有时候啦)
偏偏,“她” 才是那个我有困难,随时随地都能向她开口,而不用在乎她用什么眼光看我的人。我有烦恼,”她“ 会担心。我不回电,她便主动打给我。偶尔心里有想要打给她,而肢体与大脑作对的时候,电话声便会响起。啊,是“她”的电话。接着就是一大堆的抱怨,就算是对一个人的不爽讲得上气不接下气,都会慢慢转成轻松带笑的倾诉,到最后愉快的挂上电话。也许,在心里,我早就把她从超级好友,升华为家人了。

并不是所有人都向我一样,都能找到像“她”一样对待我的人。或许,以她的性格,与谁都能变成麻吉,但我却在那些“谁”之前,遇见了她。

其实上帝对我真好。

仔细想想,”她“好像并没有让我这么一个挑剔的人,特别不满的缺点。没有不爽,没有反感,没有讨厌。只因我们的思想相似,就算不一样,听听她的,好像也蛮有道理的,也就接受了。

你可以对每个人都用心,但,多用心在的人身上。因为这些用心,绝对值得。她可能并没有在特别日子时怎样怎样,但其实,她的用心,早就渗透在生活中的每个小事。

心里很有感触,是因为,我发现“别人”对别人更用心。我不该那样比较,但心里就是怪怪的。
没关系啊,干嘛把自己想得那么重要,是吧?想了想,人家又不是为你而活。

我们的友谊,从陌生,到无所不谈,到惺惺相惜。


杨颖慧,不用猜啦,那个“她”就是你咯。
不用回报,不然你也写一篇给我好了。 哈哈。




Saturday, November 5, 2011

片刻宁静


一个人在家的感觉真好,没有纷争,没有争吵,没有烦恼。
PEACE。
感觉真轻松。

Alone

"I will never be alone, because there will always be others, you are one of the others, and i am one of your 'others'.

By Lim Hong Cheong

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Findings

1. Mr. Alfred : "Add maths, 切菜啦。“

    我就是切到手。

2. 多彦:“你胖,是一阵子的事,你美,是一辈子的事。
    哇,我爽到咯。


   “我骗你,是刚刚的事”


3. For Mr. J

    Stage 1 :我知道你为什么没有女朋友了。
    Stage 2 :没有女生会喜欢你的。
    Stage 3 :你这辈子都不会有女朋友的。


4. The one who loves another more, hurts more.

5. 我和嘉盈非常离奇地对同一件事情的看法完全一致,连解决方法也一样想法,我吓到。

6. 下个星期一,我期待。