Childish

I rush in front of my computer to check for my previous post.

Okay i admit i'm quite childish after viewing those posts WAHAHAHA.

YinWhei I'm sorry they viewed my blog n knew ur operation of golden turtle.

AHAHAHAHA.



Conclusion of the day:

太好的看不上我，太差的我看不上，中等的永远都在寻找中。

Wheee~~~~

Happy Happy Khoo Lisa!!!!

Wolalalala~

BOOM SHAKALAKA.

This is the greatest news i have heard for these few days. =)

LOVE you. *muack muack*

斩！

快刀斩乱麻。

我斩！斩！斩！

关于大便

这是我从我妹那边抄过来的。
因为我笑了一整个早上。
哈哈哈哈。




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LOL , 我要讲关于我肚子痛的事
不懂是不是因为和好过后 太激动一直跳 
然后那个大便移位去别的地方
弄到我一笑就会像来那个的时候酱痛 [ 斯文一点的说法 :3 ]


然后我就跟紫千去厕所 
他妈的 没有那种FEEL啊 !
早上就痛到要死
大便就是这样 :
FEEL一来 , 你挡也挡不住 ;
FEEL一走 , 你抓也抓不回 .


然后在厕所 , 我看到不懂哪个缺德的大了一拓大屎没冲水 !
更糟糕的是他还没大进马桶里 胃死了 ==
真的很大坨 !
我跟紫千很合理的怀疑有牛跑进来大便 
hmmmmmmmmm ...


还不用紧 ,
那拓大便的形状超经典的 HAHAAHAHA

然后回到班我和紫千就跟不帅的立健和很高的圣煜讲那pek xi的事

LOL 圣煜就在那边一直笑

他问 :

做莫他可以大到酱卷上来的 ? 他是不是一边大 一边转 ?

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

尼玛 我笑到不能顶 .... -.-

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我想我以后会很想念康胜画的大便，

虽然他每次都很喜欢画在别人的生日卡上。

Today I went to sch for sukan tara vf my friends.
Know what?
I'll never regret about this.
Because boys who know how to sport are REALLY handsome.
Oh No!!!


Whenever i go crazy，I'll rush to yin whei n said:" 啊~~~~~~~,很帅很帅!!!
or shaking her arm desperately to show how excited I am.
Hahahahaha.
And then she's will either show me her poker face or laughing non-stop and say :" WALAOEH".


Anyway, he is my energy. =)

渲染快乐

恋爱中的人真是让我起鸡皮疙瘩。

不过我似乎也从他们的身上渲染到了快乐。

哈哈。

看似平静的两人，心里对对方的爱可是狂热的很哪！

我真心祝愿他们能够长久。

真是开心啊！

After today, I won't let myself to be angry of someone or something anymore.

U're mature enough to handle these, u know.
CALM.

Let's talk bout happy things now.

Having tuition vf a bunch of trusted friends is kind of happiness for me.
Boys are always the topic around us.
Most of the times, .When u see us laugh like those crazy aunties,
Yinwhei said she's going her operation of golden turtle.
Okay, i'll always support u. ( ...speechless of our craziness... )


Accidentally we found many charming boys who always be around us.
People who have confidence are always look attractive.
So glad that they look so well.

In fact....
The conclusion of the day:
人靠衣装，当然.......
没有会更好。

Friends? If I can

Feeling want to type something but i can't do it.

I'm so hurt.

It's a feeling like people stepped on me so hard and when I realize bout it.....

It's ald vry long after.

Suddenly I feel the pain.

So much.

I m totally lost my confident to hold onto the friendship.

A fight of angle n devil within my mind.

Until my headache appear so clearly to remind me I shud stop the fight.

I hv no idea how to stop it.

Acting u're an stranger is much more easier for me now.

I couldn't believe both of us will be in such situation.

I feel i'm played like a fool.

I hate it when the force of shockness pushing up from the internal of my heart is so powerful,

But I hv to use another greater force to pushing it back from the outside,
(Like Newton's Law I guess? huh.)

so that I look so perfectly as calm as water.

Satire.

I feel like I'm played like a fool.

Unconsciously i typed this so-long post.

with my shiver hands.

Tonight is my sleepless night.

I'm angry n disappointed.

God bless if I can act like nothing for the following 2 weeks.

IF.

Bless me.

U really touched my nerves.

I DISLIKE u.

Since hate is a really strong word.

O square

Abreaction

It's kinda funny if I said: " Sorry, don't be sad (as yue han said). 

If anything u can come to me. I'll always be here."

Since I am the cause of problem of the one.

Hmm.....

Sometimes our friendship makes me feel fed up, hopeless n helpless.

Well, I can't say it's all ur fault 

我就是没有办法看开、不能接受、不能习惯。

Forgive me.

I tried. I really tried.

Just......I can't make it.

But....anyway....

U're still my best friend.

My really best friend.

I will still find u if i needa talk.

Really. I promised.

Since both of us cant accept of each other,

So maybe I just....

Ignore it? 

( I don't mean to satirize, I really mean it)

Maybe it will be the way of how we communicate.

Like a pair of husband and wife who......divorce?

They still love each other, understand each other....

but they just cant live together.

So, maybe I should try this.

Treating everything serious will lead me to death.

I just cant bear ur seriousness.

I'm the type of live by feeling.

If I feel comfortable, yes, I'll definite take my steps.

Bur if it's opposite, I'm sorry.

I'll never want to try to approach it.

Either friends or things.

I feel suffer if someone's word distracting me.

And that's the feeling I always get when I'm with u.

I hate others ruin my day.

Sorry, I m just the kind of sensitive.

I'm tiring of facing the prob.

I need a vry vry big braveness to straight forward.

No matter I success to speak out, or not

 Exhausted.

That's what i felt.

Cos my brain will not stay calm during the conversation.

It will keep filtering.

To eliminate the hurting words,

figure out the way that not influence us the much.

And after the conversation,

I just cant stop thinking.

I will wonder if i hurt u,

keep thinking the words I said.

And I always regret of what I said,

regret of what I don't say,

regret of the conversation.

I don't hv the standpoint.

I don't know if i hv the rights to tell u.

Cos i know if i force u to change it,

you are not you anymore,

what i do is only making myself better,

not you.

U prefer ppl to be straight forward to u.

But, not everyone can be straight forward.

I will feel hard if i straight forward.

Cos not everyone can accept what I said.

Some of my point of thinking.

They just think I'm weird.... maybe?

U're my best friend.

U're tough.

Or I shud say....

U look tough.

Only the few can look into ur fragile inside.

I still want to share ur problem if u feel hard.

Haha, take it easy.

This is just my side to throw all my unhappiness.

So, tmr be the same.

acting ntg happen okay.

Cos that's my comfortable way,

standing there blur blur.

No approaching, no reversing, no running away.

At least I'm not running away.

Or maybe i shud try this.

haha. Laugh die me. Especially the one who change from angle to devil.

Talk

After having a talk vf an elder who i respect, I feel more comfortable.

The things who troubled me suddenly go off.

Finally my doubts get their reason to calm down and will be soon vanished.

Bye doubts.

Thx for pushing me to grow up.


Thx for the elder.

我可能不会爱你

在看了《我可能不会爱你》后，我就疯狂的爱上了李大仁。

因为这部剧呈现的爱情观超级符合我想象中的样子。

我并不是说幻想有一个像李大仁的朋友，

而是我欣赏李大仁这个人。

低调、沉稳、踏实，

默默的了解着程又青的一切，

以她最舒服最能够接受的方式在她的身边出现。

重点是他能够发自内心的接受程又青的一切，

无论好的坏的。

接受，而不是妥协。

然后，程又青说了一句我的心情写照。

她说：“人之所以不交新朋友，是因为懒得从头交待自己的一切。

对，我就是超级懒惰。

p.s 陈柏霖笑起来缅碘的样子很帅。

（理智是什么？）

我可能不会爱你

程又青：欸，你觉得李大仁怎么样？

李大仁：嗯，你看男人的眼光终于提升了。

程又青：你确定是提升，而不是。。。将就？

李大仁：我确定。而且我还确定你们的爱情，不会有高潮迭起，惊天动地的moment，但绝对是历久弥新。因为。。。在过去的15年，你们总有说不完的话，所以。。。下一个15年，下下个15年，下下下个15年。。。。


天啊我的看戏后遗症又来了。
 

Ignorance

Recently, few thoughts have appeared in my mind.


It bothering me for quite a long period of time, honestly.


Well, the ignorance of the friends who I care makes me kinda....hmmmm...... dissapointed?
or maybe hurts would explain.


I wonder why my enthusiasm towards a person is not that much as the past.


So, i think.


Think and think.


The possibility that comes out  in my mind is....


Maybe the subconsciousness of mine feel that the friend is not that care about me.
As I do to them.


And so, my possibility is proven, anyhow or somehow.


I wonder what i did whether what i did for my friends, would they appreciate?


Or I m only touched myself finally?


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Above is the negative thinking of mine.


First, why should u care about a friend who DON'T CARE about u???


WHY?


That's much more friends who care bout u. 
LOOK AT THEM. 
Sometimes u do ignore the friends who care about u too.


IGNORE ME?


Fine, then go away from my true friend list.


My kindness is only used for those who kind to me. Obviously, you're NOT!


Mayb some ppl think that, y shud we care so much? 
Just treat everyone good, either how they treat u.


Yes, you may. but not me. 


I don't do such kind of thing to make me look like a beggar.


But one thing that is really true, which is never fuss too much vf ur best friends.


Because one day you will realize that, what they did for u could be more than u expected.


Your friend has their life too. They won't focus on u 24-7.


People only go on their lives for themselves, not for anyone.


IF YOU ARE CONFIDENCE ENOUGH, FOR SURE YOU WILL ATTRACT EYEBALLS OF 
SOMEONE ELSE, NOT LOSING EYEBALLS.